I’ve never been good at praying out loud. Truth be told, I’ve never been that good at even talking out loud. I think about what I’d like to say really well. I write what I want to say really well. The written word has very often in my life been the only way I’ve been able to communicate my feelings at all.
But this year I think it is time for me to find my voice at the Thanksgiving table and actually speal aloud the things I am grateful for this Thanksgiving 2007…
Like that’s going to happen…
This Thanksgiving I have so much to be thankful for. I am so thankful for the “promotion” I received a few months ago that has allowed me the opportunity to once again see the light at the end of the tunnel and finally get the Boy the Nintendo DS he’s been searching Ebay for this past year…but only from 5-star sellers.
I’m forever grateful for the Mr. , who, despite the fact that I’m fat and greying and have hairs growing from my chin at an alarming rate, he loves me. He loves me when he has to go looking for underwear in the morning and he loves me when the house looks exactly like it did when he left for work when he comes home after work, even when it is my day off, and he loves me when I am a bitch.
To simply say I’m thankful for my amazing children would be a gross understatement. The fact that I have the RCG who is content looking for the dream job while working full time subbing — and playing Guitar Hero III in every spare moment — instead of going clubbing/dating losers/making me a grandmother at 42…well, it would be an understatement to say how thankful I am for that.
I’m so grateful for my Longhorn, who has absolutely taken Austin, TX, and UT, by the horns. I am so thrilled she has found a group of friends who also think it is more fun to have “The Office” parties and bake cookies than do keg stands, and I’m so thankful that she isn’t clubbing/dating losers/making me a grandmother at 42.
Thankful doesn’t begin to describe my feelings about the College Freshman (aka the best PRAY-ER EVER…yes, she did the table blessing again today…what a good little Baptist girl). She has done so well at schooland I’m so proud of her. She’s so blessed with a great group of friends who take care of each other. She’s always here or there having tea parties or going to the movies. She is doing great academically and socially and has really embraced the experience. For that, I am thankful.
As for the Junior, I’m thankful for her newfound work ethic. After the unfortunate hiatus in band due to a rather unforutnate grade last six weeks, she came back in three weeks and had a grade of 95 in Algebra II. She makes me laughu all thue timue anud I’m thankful for all the times we have laughing. She “gets me” and for that I am thankful.
Oh, The Boy…I’m so grateful for this Boy that has graced our lives. I’m thankful for his sense of humor and how he just always “gets it.” I’m thankful that even though he has old, lazy, complacent parents, he says ‘please’ and ‘thank you’ and does his homework without being told and doesn’t fuss about going to school or going to bed. I’m grateful that God has his hand on this boy and he’s led his lazy, old, complacent parents to church. I’m thankful that even though he wants a Wii and a Nintendo DS and this game anhd that game, he will be thrilled with anything he gets for Christmas. In short, I am grateful that he is so grateful.
Lostly, I’m thankful for our beautiful turkey and green bean casserole and broccoli and rice casserole and mashed potatoes and gravy. I’m thankful that for the first time in years I will go to bed tonight without having to wake up to a kitchen full of dirty dishes, thanks go this wonderful family who washed their dishes after dinner.
So, yeah, I bitch and complain about money and work and our crappy plumbing and our crappy electrical system and traiffic and the whiney parents on TLC, but make no mistake, I am hugely aware of how blessed I am.
I have been blessed with an upbringing that has well equipped me to deal with a less than full checking account. I am blessed to live among these amazing children and a husband who loves me, warts and chin hairs and all.
So, this Thanksgiving 2007, I am able to say in short…
I am grateful.
OH WAIT!!! Also, I am thankful that it was COLD today and WE HAD SNOW!!!
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